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Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 7:40 PM

I'm not the poetry guy.. But i'll try..

Once i was told not to leave.. Knowing it was love not some crappy beef..

The chill i felt when it was said.. It went right into my head..

A reply was what being given by me.. I wont leave you so don't worry..

The looks in her eyes seems teary.. Sincere and loyalty is what she seeks in me..

Set it right in my very inner brain really fast.. She's going to be my first and the last..

She knows im telling the truth.. She knows i am no goof..

She's glad about knowing that our relationship won't just go *poof*..

Secrets were shared, cared and laughter we heard.. None were being kept in santa's beard..

Problems came by, i mean that's relationship right?.. But we talked things out to set things right..

Knowing that i am growing every single day.. So did love for her it did'nt just stay..

Hurting her before yes i admit.. But i really have thought, learned and i am really sorry for it..

All i wanted was another chance for me to show her how much i care.. Not giving it to me it just seems unfair..

All those memories just seems to fade in her.. All the things i did then and after..

Any chance if i saw what's coming which is happening now.. I would have left her in the first place to think of it somehow..

But i did'nt and i 'm sure of why.. I kept my words and i did'nt lie..

I was disappointed, sad and mad about things that it made me say words that are harsh.. I know it's cruel and it won't really make a person blush..

Forgive me or not, it's not what i think is going to change anything.. But forgiving and forgetting is by right the best thing..

If now is what makes you happy, then a pair of good shoes i hand to you.. For the next journey that is made for you..

Take care of yourself Radiyanah,that is all i can say to you.. I forgive you, i really do..

It's not easy to forget about our past.. God i really wanted us to last..

But you just changed into someone i don't know.. Like a swan turning into a crow..

I really miss the old you.. I just can't say no more. we aint together we aint no boo.

If you wonder why, what or who.. It was all love from me to you.