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Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 1:25 PM
Why... My parents are treating me like a little fucking puppy who knows nothing about life. They think that i am still young and raw like i was years ago. Oh god please, why am i being tortured this way... i would rather be tortured physically. I mean at least i can die sooner or later after my body can't take the heat no more. Yaarh... I don't do drugs, i dont smoke and dont even think smoking is sinful but it's just bad for me and i know they won't like it if i smoke. I dont do anything that's going to lead me to the road of ruin. Most importantly i am not a WHORE! err haha -___-". That's because i can think for myself and i think about them too. But still i am being treated as if im doing something bad behind them mysteriously. When i keep to myself they say i hate them, when i talk they would say i am talking back to them. What am i to do then? If i were to be those kids who dont think straight, i would have ran away from home a long time ago... or maybe after writting this post...or maybe, just maybe this post would have never been posted since i've already ran away. Ok bullshit talk. I'm just fed up being treated like so. Above all that you people know what i mean right? Yes? No? i wont know. I'm 19 for god sake. And it's the last year for me to be a teenager come on. Dont let me have the misery by your doings. Yeah i know you brought me to this world and yea i know i am your fucking son, but i'm not your life for you to run. I only get to live for only one time guys... How i wish i am your parents, and see how you feel about it when i do the things you did to me. If you guys cant handle me being like this then in the first place why did you guys even bother to bring me to life?! There's no meaning to it. Sometimes i think it's better to be evil and bad because people just dont see it when you're nice or good or whatever the fuck it is. They only remember the bad things you've done to them. |
