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Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 11:59 PM
!@#$%?. I don't know what i did now, i just said i wanted to play my x-box in the living room and my mum nags at this "criminal" (me) for NOTHING!. I mean OK OK OK I GET IT it's a new tv but still SO?!?!?! As if the fcukin game thingy is going to crush! eat and swallow the tv!!!!! Oh My G g g g g gaaaawd!!!!. It's not like i ALWAYS PLAY IT. AS IF I PLAY IT 24hrs non-stop and hoping and wants the tv to blow up.I just want to... ergh fcking die and leave this forsaken world! I got nothing to lose anyway.. Yeah infact that's right, i got nothing to lose, whatever i do i'm still in the wrong. WHATEVER I DO! And when i want to make a situation better i just get nothing. I'm still being looked away like as if i'm going to repeat the same mistake over and over! I'm like a criminal at home, mysterious son when i get back from somewhere as if i just did drugs and what more?! I'm tired, i'm sad, disappointed! i'm like a lonely loser. I'm a fcuked up someone with a fcuked up life now! I even loss someone i cared and valued soo much for i don't know what?!!.. |
