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Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 12:36 AM
Love

It is so divine. So bitter sweet. But still there's never a specific word to describe the feeling of it. So magical. So powerful that it can bring a new life to a person. It can also bring peace to the world. And to relationship love?, bullshit to the fact of loving someone when you can't even learn to love yourself. I learn from what i see, from what i get, and from what i experienced. You can say that you love me more than a million times but from what i think, those are just a figure of speech if you're not showing it.

I'm saying all this for the sickening pain in the ass looking at girls and boys being dumped by their gf's or bf's. Don't love that someone unless you know what you're doing. Yes you may argue to me about it by saying love is blind. "Love is blind", has 2 meanings to it, you love him/her regardless of looks or what so ever, or you just love that person blindly. And by that i mean you're not thinking straight and you don't even know why you love him or her but only to how they attract you with their physical features. Like those "CUTE" jerks and bitches say, "boleh buat pakai" meaning they just want to make use of him or her. For the girls, it's money but for the guys, it's...yeah you get what i mean.

My sis told me a story about a bunch of wtf guys sort of trying to tackle her, and when my sis ignored, they asked for just a short time moment with one of those faggots. I mean are you guys desperate or what?? Well pathecticly desperate i must say. And to another story about a best friend of mine. A girl just spent time with him and loving him to cover up the wide space of lonely time. And after a month or 2, she made herself fade away from his life like what all bitches would do. Without thinking about what feelings meant. Heartlessly she left by making him jealous and also making small matters big like it's so obvious she wants their relationship to end so badly. Got to know that she either got back with her ex or with another guy i can't remember. Anyways you get my point.

It's a precious gift that what most people abuse. The only never ending love you can get is from you parents and siblings. So yeah, love your parents, your siblings and yourself before you think about loving others.

Why am i posting this entry? just to tell someone what it meant when i said it to them. Amsy in love? Yes? No? Well for now...it's myself, my family, my cats, my "that is so random" forsaken lads and strawberry milk. Not forgeting to people whom i told that i trust.