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Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 1:20 AM
Yeah? yeah? who asked? well i'm TELLING! (part 9)

I'm really bored and feeling rather warm. I have been perspiring since sunrise till sunset and even now i am still perspiring. The weather i'm telling you, is really getting on me nerves. I mean i am not even doing excercise or what, jumping or running about. Just sat on the couch, watched tv with the fan on. 2 fans to top that. No exciting shows on in every channel. One bloody boring day for me and i should say i've lost a couple of pounds. Burning fats while doing nothing. Yesh.

I feel weird today. I don't no what's got in to me. Am i growing to fast or something? Or am i being paranoid about i don't know what haha. I don't even know if i am thinking or have i been dreaming since morning till now. Guess i'm just tired and sick of my life now. Everyday is the same. I wake up, take a bath and then eat, watch tv, online and eat snacks. Anything that i can find in my kitchen i'll just grab it and stuff it in my mouth. And continued munching throughout the whole day until i feel the pressure of eating too much . It's starts from the tummy and right up tp my brains. I'll feel nausea. And i will tend to think about going to bed. Man i feel unhealthy. Maybe that's why i'm not feeling like myself all this while. I really have to check my blood pressure and all health thingy.

Right about now i should say i'm missing her very much. I want to conversate about us with her now but i just can't. I want to tell her i want to be with her, start anew and forget about what happened in the past and just focus what's there for us ahead.