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A rather warm month, it has already started a few months back but now it's getting worst. The intense heat. The burning feelings. Weakening homos. Draining fluids from their body fast. Draining thoughts which cause random actions by some. Lack of thinking by people who are affected by the outrage of the heat. Including me. Thought i was paranoid. It's august now and things around me changes so quickly. Dissappointed of the question why, angry of lies to oneself, eager to get things back like it was before, but destiny is what meant to be. It's not for me to change or to recreate. Though i'm not the one with the problem. Still i sense there is more to come. There is more to look out for ahead in the future. This entry is neither a problem of temperature nor anything to do with saving gaia. But if you think it's quite the problem that you wish i would talk about then go get a book from the library which talks about it, or you could even try buying Al Gore's documentary DVD about earth,global warming and more. This entry is about the intensity of the pressure in my thoughts. August 2008, the month which i clearly see that things are really changing. So much that it bleeds me in the heart. So warm that it turned my strawberry milk sour. Ok that part i'm crapping.

Everywhere i see, are people with confused mind. Seems to me that people are being hypnotized by stupidity. Getting into a state of confusion. Doing things without thinking about the outcome.

I feel sad for my dearest lad. Facing a relationship problem which is about similar to what i faced. He should at least be glad that mine was way worst than what he's facing now. But still, he's a nice guy. He's the most thoughtful person i've known. Of course there are others besides him. I just wish the girl would at least consider giving him the chance to let him show more of his capabalities before even giving up. For what i know, it will be a massive heartbreak for him and a bundle of regrets awaits her in the future.

I don't get what's the point of turning a guy into an option. WTF? For example, if i were to be your bf and in the end i just split my mind for another girl. I'm talking to all you girls out there. At a point when you really love me that much and got to know that i just got interest with some girl i just knew or my ex and turns you into an option for me to choose. Thinking of you like a toy or a candy in some cheap stores. Know how it feels? Like the feeling that you're gonna get? You think you can live with the insult given by me? And another thing is, i know i'll regret for what i've done to you.