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Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 2:55 PM
Am i dying? am i?! I thought i was going to die last night when i went to bed. Been having chest pain for 2 days now and last night, i had my worst. I could'nt sleep, i could'nt breathe properly... It's as if my lungs were being crushed from both front and back of my body by a titanium thrash crusher or whatever they call it. When i cough...it hurts, when i sneeze it fucking hurts..., and i can barely breathe especially breathing in. Am i dying? am i?! I could'nt even force myself off bed this morning to get to school. I had LP filming project to do today and i failed to come and get it done. Not to mention a test paper oh god!#$%... Oh well i guess i'll just, rest for today. I just think maybe i'm handling too much stress. I just don't know what's wrong me, is my heart failing? or my lungs are being polluted for being a passive smoker? or maybe it's happening because of the childhood accident when i hit and hurt my chest ribs dang hard that i could'nt breathe for quite a moment. Oh well i just read this over the internet and it just got me worried... -Passive smoking, also known as secondhand smoking is responsible for heart diseases, cancer and even death in people hence you should try to avoid passive smoking by... Passive smoking means the smoke in the ambience exhaled from the lungs of the smoker or the smoke that comes from a person’s burning end of cigarette. I'm not blaming my lads for smoking around me, but how i wish they could stop smoking. I don't hate them, i love them all. It's just that... how i wish they could control their smoking habits. Or it's bye bye to me sooner than them. |
